You might be here because you're grieving a loss - or because you're standing on the edge of a decision that scares you to your core... frozen between longing & fear.
You’ve likely been taught to bypass your emotions.
To stay busy. To stay strong.
To hide your grief. To perform stability.
To quiet your desire for something more.
But deep down, your body is longing to feel.
Whether you’re actively grieving a person, a love, a version of yourself, the life you thought you’d have, or standing on the edge of life-changing transformation - this journey offers a sanctuary to feel, soften & alchemize.
Because healing doesn’t happen in your head.
It happens in your body - where the true emotional alchemy resides.
This is not a mindset course.
It’s an embodiment portal.
Inside this journey, you’ll reconnect with the parts of you that have gone numb, shut down, or stayed small in order to survive.
Through a blend of astrology-informed emotional mapping, tantric tools, & nervous system regulation practices, you’ll:
Rewire your relationship with grief, longing & emotional intensity
Learn practical ways to process emotions
Reignite your sensuality & your capacity for joy & pleasure
Create rituals that help you feel rooted & safe in your own skin
This is emotional healing that honors the body, the feminine, and your soul’s unique blueprint for healing.
It's not just about surviving loss or overcoming fear of transformation - it’s about remembering how to live deeply rooted in your own sacred emotional waters.
This journey is for you if you ...
Are navigating grief, heartbreak or emotional change
Feel emotionally overwhelmed—or numb
Long to feel alive & connected again
Have been stuck in survival mode & are afraid of making changes you know you need to make
Are craving ritual, embodiment & emotional intimacy
Are ready to hold both pleasure & pain with reverence
By the end of this course, you will…
Embody safer feeling - without shutting down, spiraling, or self-abandoning
Know how to hold space for your emotions, instead of fearing or avoiding them
Reclaim sensuality as a pathway to healing, not something that needs to be earned
Stop shrinking yourself to preserve false peace or closeness
Create a personal ritual map to navigate future heartbreak, change or expansion
Anchor a new relationship with your emotional body - one where feeling is safety, not danger.
"Vanja has been a pivotal part of finding my inner peace & self discovery.
She gave me valuable tools to help me cope through my hardships & help me see that I am incredible human who is worthy of pleasure & joy. She is the absolute best! I highly recommend any of Astrobloom’s services & courses. She is a gift."
-Amanda Poole
"Working with Vanja is a non-negotiable for me. I come back year after year, and I will continue to do so.
There's learning astrology and there is a deep knowing that you can tell Vanja embodies beyond just the surface level knowledge. Truly magical. Thank you!!!"
-Martina Biljan
"Vanja is a depth of knowledge!
If you are wanting to learn more about astrology and more about yourself, she is an incredible resource of knowledge.
She's passionate about what she does and it permeates through her content, which makes learning with her very exciting."
-Bianca Uguccioni
The Journey Includes:
4 self-paced modules with teachings on emotional alchemy, astrology, Tantra & embodiment
Comprehensive workbook to support your healing
Energy activation meditations to process grief & complex emotions through your unique astrology
Somatic practices & nervous system regulation tools tailored to your astrology
Guided sensual movement & pleasure ritual to reclaim joy and desire
Self-inquiry & journaling prompts to guide your inner exploration
Lifetime access so you can revisit these practices whenever you need.
PLUS, 3 sacred live (& recorded) rituals, an opening call (Aug 23), Lunar Self, Inner Goddess Activation as well as a closing ceremony.
[Value of $7,000]
Example Curriculum
You are safe to feel. You are safe to bloom again.
Healing grief isn’t about “getting over it.” It’s about learning to live - alive, feeling, sovereign - through your tenderness.
This is a body-led journey home to yourself, a place where you can own your desires.
Through a blend of astrology, tantra, nervous system rituals & sacred embodiment practices, you’ll reconnect with the parts of you that have gone numb, shut down, or stayed small.
You’ll rewire your relationship with longing, grief & pleasure.
You’ll create security inside yourself to feel it all - to heal, & to bloom again.
You’ll anchor security inside your own body - learning to move grief, honor your emotional depth, and reclaim intimacy with life itself.
You’ll remember that your emotions are not burdens to be managed - they are messengers of deeper truth to be revered & followed.
This isn’t mindset work. It’s an alchemical portal to living in your body & your truth again.
If you’re ready to heal from the inside out & remember how whole you already are, this journey is for you.
Why Founding Member Pricing?
This is the first time I’m running Blooming Beyond Grief & I’m keeping this round small and intimate so you get personal support.
Future rounds will start at $777+, so this is the most accessible it will ever be.
Hi, I'm Vanja,
As an Astrologer, Soul Alchemist & Embodiment Guide, I support the awakening of soul remembrance, body wisdom, and cosmic magic through the portals of astrology, Tantra, and alchemy.
What do I know about healing grief & processing complex emotions? I’ve lived it. I’ve walked through the deep, shadowy valleys of grief — grieving not only the loss of loved ones, but also the parts of myself I abandoned along the way.
Losing my grandmother, ending my 14-year relationship (and marriage), and leaving behind a home and community I loved shattered the foundation of my outer world. But perhaps even more tender was the inner reckoning: grieving the past version of myself who had betrayed her own depth and truth just to keep closeness and connection alive.
For a long time, I tried to hold it all together. On the surface, I appeared strong — but inside, I often felt untethered, disconnected from joy, and unsure how to find my way back to wholeness.
In my attempts to escape the pain, I stumbled. Sometimes in ways I’m proud of, sometimes not. And yet, it was the ancient wisdom of astrology and the somatic rituals of Tantra that offered me a roadmap home — a way to not only process grief, but to let it shape me into someone even more whole, awake, and alive.
If there’s anything this journey has taught me, it’s that grief never fully leaves you. It rests in the quiet spaces — a song, a scent, a memory, a tender ache on a holiday morning. And still, grief is not just an ending. It is a testament to the depth of our love, our aliveness, and our capacity to expand.
Guiding you through this sacred journey would be my honour. I hope to meet you inside.
